![]() It's Midnight. Friday morning, actually. I'm tired. I open up blogger and keep in mind whatever I want to jolt down, fresh. Dad was using the PC earlier today at about 10. He called for 15 minutes. Okay fine there you go. But it turned out to be 50; 35 minutes overtime. So I kept in mind, whatever inspiration I've got and summed it up in three words. They're not the best words to choose for titles but whatever: Ego; Painting; Forgetfulness. First up, we have Ego. What brings the special mention of this? It's the time of the year, or more generally the time of our lives. In about 100 days we will be well on our way to finding out how our future awaits. And I'm getting prepared to face this somewhat sudden reality. To think I was counting down 100 days to mid-years from the start of the year. Now all that is left is the same amount of time to the conclusion of secondary school studies. Darius and I are competing on who can score better for tests we get. So far it's been a 6:6 with no one in the lead. There are 3 more tests (EMath, AMath, Chem) that await integration into our who-did-better ratio. Upcoming Biology test on Monday. EMath on Tuesday. Chem on Wednesday. History sometime soon I think. The battles rages on. Who will be the better man? (Wow egoistic as it seems!) Second: Painting. Painting a picture. In my mind; all that inspiration. Inspiration for writing, working, playing, thinking. Inspiration that goes when you forget. Which brings me to my third point, (lol that was some quick progression) Forgetfulness. Since my primary school days, I've been unable to recall datelines for assignments and cannot keep track of whatever I should have, if not already, done. And this shortcoming is getting the better half of me. I'm forgetting everything I want to post on this blog, a very good example for a lost of inspiration. When this happens, I forget about blogging and eventually this blog dies. It's the way we work - we being you, me and everybody else on my Effiliates (my links on this blog). Wow, it's not surprising that I have absolutely forgotten what I wanted to change my blog title and messenger nickname to. Come on Hansel, recall quickly recall! It'll be good for you (the reader) to note that this post was specially made because Hansel had this undying spirit to post something. An inspiration! :) 12:37AM now, and the caffeine-like effects of my evening nap is wearing off. I'm going to bed. Forgot to include: 31/40 for EL oral and disappointed. OMG, I nearly lost this whole 'post' in the course of editing it. /Thanks for reading/ (Whoa accidentally posted this on the class blog, carelessness at it's best!) Labels: carelessness, disappointed, ego, english oral, forgetful, forgetfulness, inspiration, midnight, painting, secondary school studies, tests |
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